I could not understand
It could not be corrected by man
My life, the way it was
Why would any one love me just because
In church, the preacher said that is just what He does
But even a sinner like me?
The truth, this can not be
With my flesh, I would not put up a fight
I would seek any pleasure within my sight
Not because I did not know what was right
I just wanted to feel as if I could fly like a kite
But very brief, would I feel that way
And so soon, I would feel like a child longing to go outside to play
On a rainy day
To the vessel of self destruction, I was a leech
Poison was to my body, as sand is to a beach
The land of sobriety, was no where I desired to be
Not even in my dreams could I see
My life... stable, happy and free
But now that is my reality
All because someone kept praying for me.